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Feels like I'm barely breathing .
hello,

Hi. my name is chengjiahuiamanda. and i like shitty colours and basketballs. and the piano.im a christian. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions.
God bless,
loves amanda.
i will,


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April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009
everything.

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&& : Basecodes
Friday, June 27, 2008

hmm.
interesting.
shouldnt have wasted so much time on you.
hah. 18 months.
shit you.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

It's Over
by Jesse McCartney

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh I ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

Sunday, June 22, 2008

sry kel. im very sry. i guess the only thing we can do now is to let go and let God.
hmm. im feeling suckish too.
my life is like collapsing too.
i shant give any details, dun want any rumours or talks.
piano and bball.
i really dunno wad to do.
school's tomoro.
and i havent completed my hw.
suck lar.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

just came back from training.
tired.
all i want to do now is sleep.
really.
today the match i suck.
i even fowled someone. shit.
commited the same mistake.
argh.
i forsure die liao.

Monday, June 16, 2008

hello.
just went to fetch bro from airport.
pretty nice.
miss him loads.
i tink he very cute leh.
spend so much time, effort and money to buy things for us.
i think i better stop liao.
xie lao shi suddenly come talk to me
*gasps*
bb.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

thanks kel for making that perfect skin for our blog.
haha.
its 11.18 now.
say hello to a brand new week of mugging, stressing and getting ready to go back to school.
yesyes, not to forget the stressing trngs.
hai. i tink i gotta go sleep now.
damn tired.
NOTE TO SELF: do hw tomoro, no more slacking. you've only got one week more.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

i guess.
saying sry wont solve everything since its done.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
- dunno. depends.
2. What do you want to do now?
- sleep.
3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
- dunno.. 6pm was just now.
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
- Yea.
5. Where do you wish to die?
- i dunno. but somewhere nice and comfortable.. haha
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yes
7. What are the impossible things you wished to do?
- a lot leh.. as in REALLY a lot.

8. Is there something which you wished never happened? What is it?
- i guess so.

9. Are you happy with your life now?
- no
10. What if your crush asked you out?
-dunno.

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
- com com com.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
-bored, sad and pissed.

13. Do you let go or move on when you fail a relationship?
- never been in one before
14. What is your name?

-amanda

Monday, June 9, 2008

i guess i can live without you.


i miss my bro.
he's gone to china today.
damn sad.
joshua cried):
without moses the house is sooooo quiet.
i really miss him.
the stoopid irritating little monster.
looks like im losing everyone to china.


hey kel..
im really sry if i din really tok to you much now a days..
but still, you r still the closest to me in church!
and yea, i look forward to church everytime you're coming(:
i really missed you on the days you din come.
its like, you noe almost everything about me...XD
and also, you such a great sis!
im really really sry if i upset you,
cos i really din mean it.
really hope to see you more..
its like, i also realy miss the times we used to have.
when we worried about psle together,
when you accompanied me when i felt down cos my mom went for op,
and when we got scolded in the carpark?
i really miss you kel.
remember that time i called you when i first found out that my mom had cancer?
you were the first one i thought of, the first one i told.
i really want it to go back to the things like last time like that.
but to a certain extent,
i do agree with you.
after you din come church for a while,
i really felt alone.
everybody felt so distant.
everything seemed so different.
maybe time change people,
but i really hope that our friendship will stay forever,
cos we'll be sisters in christ.
and ill pray hard for everything will be okay again.
love you.


Name 20 people that you can think right now.
Dont read the questions until you named the people.
At the end of the question,choose five people to do.
1. kel(:
2. zara.
3.cherie
4. rene
5.venus
6. lewis
7. trina
8.shan ping
9.tessa
10. dylan peh
11. jingyan
12. de rui
13. augustine
14. zeke
15. crystal
16. nicole
17. rachel
18. jiaqi
19. jingmei
20. christina
Do you meet 6? lewis!-
yea. at church. he likes to learn jay chou songs.
What would you do if you did not meet 1? kelyn.
-ill be sad. love ya.
What if 7 and 10 dated? trina and dylan
-cant imagine.. though they both noe each other.
What is 11 favourite singer/band? jy.
-not sure? linkin park?
Would you ever dated 4? Rene
-nope. shes my best fren(:
Would you ever dated 9? tessa
-She's a nice person. but im not les. haha
Is 13 single? augustine.
-how i noe? all i noe is that he swims fast.
What is 18 last name? jiaqi-tan.
Will you ever in relationship with 14? zeke.
-no.
School of 20? christina
-same. DHS!
Where does 15 live? crystal
-no idea. but i think in the east.
What is your favourite thing of 5? venus.
-she's encouraging.
Have you seen 7 naked? trina
-no. im not perverted.

5 people to do this:
-kel!(:
-zara!
-rene!
-jingyan!
-trina!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEKE!(:


hmm.
i guess. i just need someone to listen to me moan about my troubles.
but there doesnt seem to be any. shit.
argh.
i really hope tonight can.
whydidievenbother.you'rejustasbad.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

hello.
gues this blog's been dead for a while.
not feeling well this days.
always sick.
argharghagrh
hate it.
today was okay i guess.
slack a bit.
cos feeling unwell.
feeling sad too.
haha