hello,
Hi. my name is chengjiahuiamanda. and i like shitty colours and basketballs. and the piano.im a christian. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions.
God bless,
loves amanda.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Learning To Fall
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me)
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me)
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Sunday, September 28, 2008
i feel empty. real empty.
its like something's missing.
perhaps.
"Could it be
That nothing gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had. "
- click five (maryjane)
changed my skins.
everyone's mugging. feel damn stressed.
argh.
clara came to church ytd(:
heehee. lol clara. dun gimme that face everytime. ._.
hahahahha. ytd was ok i guess.
was fun.
i did cip!
wrapping presents and setting up!
4 hrs!! yay!
hahah
on the open house im going to volunteer. need the points.
yup
lol.
hmm. i want to go to church.
i dont want eoys anymore.
i want it over and done with.
y1d1i1d1 1y1o1u1 1s1u1d1d1e1n1l1y1 1r1u1s1h1 1d1o1w1n1?1
argh.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
hello.
these few days are rotten. rotten to the core.
firstly, my precious phone dropped into the toliet bowl.
then, venus got admitted into hospital because of low blood count.
im in a bad mood.
Monday, September 22, 2008
yes. lest then 2 weeks till EOYS.
great. just great.
everyone's mugging and i feel out of place.
yea. and i feel like going on hiatus.
hahahha. maybe maths isnt so bad.
maybe not. goodbye.
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NOTES FOR SCIENCE
ACIDS
Acids are a group of compounds which have the following general properties:-
1. They react with metals giving a salt and hydrogen.
2. They change the colour of certain coloured substances. (indicators)
3. They react with carbonates giving carbon dioxide.
4. They react with bases giving a salt and water.
5. Sour taste (the word "acid" means sour).
Notes
All acids contain hydrogen.
Acids may be concentrated (little or no water added)
or dilute (much water added)
Some common acids are:- sulphuric acid H2SO4
hydrochloric acid HCl
nitric acid HNO3
ethanoic (acetic) acid CH3COOH
Oxides of non-metals (e.g. sulphur, nitrogen, carbon) usually produce acids when dissolved in water.
ALKALIS
Most bases are insoluble. A base which is soluble is called an alkali. The only common alkalis are:- sodium hydroxide NaOH
potassium hydroxide KOH
calcium hydroxide Ca(OH)2
Ammonium hydroxide, NH4OH is usually grouped with the alkalis.
Properties of Alkalis
1. They change the colour of indicators.
2. They precipitate the hydroxides of many metals from solutions of salts of those metals.
Example:- when sodium hydroxide solution is added to copper sulphate solution, a precipitate
of copper hydroxide is obtained.
Equation: CuSO4 + 2NaOH ® Cu(OH)2 + Na2SO4
3. They liberate ammonia gas when heated with ammonium salts.
4. Like all bases, they react with acids giving a salt and water only.
Example:- sodium hydroxide reacts with hydrochloric acid giving sodium chloride and water.
Equation: NaOH + HCl ® NaCl + H2O
Sunday, September 21, 2008
stressed.
hello. i cant get myself into the mugging mood.
and eoys only like 2+weeks more?
im going to die. gg lar.
help. i dunno why but everytime i start studying i either get sleepy or hungry.
or maybe ill start obsessing about other stuff.
and im not feeling weel too. had to take panadol):
anyways, jiayou for eoys people :D
and i guess i wont be talking to you for a long long time.
and you, get well soon.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
hello. im in a terrible mood.
i dunno what lar.
just came back from church.
i tink the stress and everything else' getting into me.
everything seems all wrong.
3 more weeks.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
hello.
EOYS are coming in less then 3 weeks-i think-
yea. bored bored bored. cos i have no idea what to study. lol.
im being randomn. maybe its because of my mood.
yea. i tink this post's just for wasting time . hahahha
Saturday, September 13, 2008
dreams.
had a wonderful dream last night. but it'll never happen, im sure of it.
never, never happen. in the dream it was soo nice. everything was nearly perfect.
but i guess..
dreams are just dreams. the only dreams that matter are the ones we have outside of sleep.
A dream is a wish your heart makes.
- WALT DISNEY, Sleeping Beauty
Maths test.
hahaha. maths was okay i guess. loved the graphs. but the first page i guess one. haha
hmm hope i pass this time(:
yup. thanks for your prayers.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
depression before maths test.
feeling depressed. tomoro maths test. must jiayou. cant fail another one.
argh. but the problem is i dun even have the mood to study.
argh.
GOD HELP ME.
I WANT TO PASS.
PLEASE.
i was right. all along. im just wasting my braincells thinking about you.
i believe
HELLO!
haha. hmm. you noe the song feli played during PC that day?
i found the scores! actually there are two versions...
first version
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v192/jayloverforever/IBelieve.gif
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v192/jayloverforever/IBelieve2.gif
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v192/jayloverforever/IBelieve3.gif
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v192/jayloverforever/IBelieve4.gif
second version
http://www.freewebs.com/germboy/musicresourceroom.htm
hmm. yea. thats all.
haha. there's maths test tomoro. hope i do weel cos ive been studying and mugging very hard. yea. :D
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Science presentation
hmm.
im pissed off.
argh. tomoro science presentation was hell. terrible.
we were so prepared, then the ppt cant show.
damn. it was nice. we spent more then 24 hrs on it.
and now. its gone.
of course you wont reply. waste your precious sms. i shouldnt even have asked.
Monday, September 8, 2008
argh.
feeling vey depressed.
i tink i smood swings.
sometimes, i really dunno whats happing. everything's changing.
not the way i want it to be.
im just so tired of all this.):
hmm. 5 more weeks. 5 more.
i dunno what's wrong with me. did i think ranting out my troubles on this blog will help?
hmm. it din help at all. not a single bit.
maybe im just cranky cos of things that happened today.
boo. thats all i have to say for now.
hope tomoro will be better.
argh. in a bad mood. i just dunno what to do. maths test is this week. die.
maybe its all just happening in my head.
i want to be normal again.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
My Love -westlife
An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
[Chorus:]
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
operation black panther.
haha. here are the pics for black panther. lol. doubt you can ever see anything. but its nice.
my group!: me, jiahong,shengjie,shengping,titus,ps david,and zeke. though the only ones visible is ps david, zeke and leonard. half of me.
hmm. visible: ps david, zeke and half of me.
hmm. no one was prepared.
hah. on the truck.
lying on the floor. in a oval shape.
circle!
square!
square again!
square again!
on the truck again. ahahah.
OPERATION BLACK PANTHER!
HELLO!
just came back from black panther. quite tired.
haha. was really happy i could go.
rushed there from swimming, left early @8.35.
but still late. arrived at 9.20pm.
hmm. reached there then i found out i in zeke's group.
my group's not bad i think. haha
then we went to sentosa. alighted at first stop.
and had to play some games to see who could start first.
to either form a human shape of a circle, oval, or square.
then our group won! :D
haha. we guessed the clue and proceeded to the dragontrail.
was fun i guess. but i fell there. thanks for helping me ppl. (:
then we played another game-in total darkness.
1 normal person, 2 with feet tied, 2 blind and 3 mute.
ps david-normal person
shengjie,shengping,and titus-mute ppl
leonard, jh- tied feet
me, zeke-blind
quite funny, all you have to do is to take away my glasses and im practically blind, but still was blindfolded.
then the whole group had to hold hand and walked through a part of the trail, with above handicap-ness. i think i was holding on to sheng ping and zeke. didnt like it when i was blind.
hmm. next was the beach!
we played water bombs... quite fun. but quite tiring. this part had a lot of screaming and running. had to fill the water bombs at palawan beach then carry them across the bridge, where we ended up dropping quite a number of them by accident.
Thank God, the rain held on till we finished our last activity. and we went to wash up.
Me and jh was in the bathroom-half naked- when the the lights went out. hmm. no choice, had to call the guys, cos we were along and they were outside. meiqin came along and shooed all of them out and she saved the day with her torchlight(:
after that was pretty much slacking till the rain stopped. Packed up and leave at 6.45.
supposed to have breakfast with elysa they all. but just sat there no eating anything cos had no appetite. then took the train home. heehee.
i guess thats all for operation black panther. it was fun:D
ill upload the pics another time. got the stoopid blogger wont allow me to now. boo. bye. gtg rest. tired.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
hello!
just passed BM. damn happy. thought i failed. cos the examiner sort of hinted it when i did cpr. thanks god i pass the timing. thought i would have failed. jiayou augustine and weiseng for your test in 3 weeks time(:
just finished dinner. think im gonna get fat cos i ate two dinners! XD. haha. went to hougang mall just now where jeremy treated all of us to macs! thanks(: haha dark chocolate and white chocolate. hahahahhahahhaha. and im starting to think that my swimming class is very united. hope we all will still continue AM and be the same class! (:
heehee. im hyper. and yes, i noe my hair's curly, but its not a paintbrush OR some poodle's fur. not that i wanted curly hair.
hmm. i guessed everything changed. i dun even noe what im tinking now. maybe its just me and my wishful thinking. but still. and i dont believe what im thinking right now. its just all wrong.