barely breathing.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

:D i like this song's lyrics. its nice.

Your Guardian Angel. [The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus]

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

today was okay i guess. just a little tiring cos of the travelling.
late ytd night [1230] was told that the church people were playing today and was asked if i wanted to join in. so i went.
zeke,vicky,yingshenglaoshi,ben,and goupeng and a new fren came. meiqin and tommy also joined us after that.
haha. we played soccer {i used my hands} and bball. haha. lol
not bad. just that i cant play soccer.
off we went to causeway point to eat lunch. [saw a poor boy scald himself ):]
with yingshenglaoshi, ben and zeke.
after that, yingshenglaoshi said he go off and shop on his own. ben went home cos he was sick.supposed to leave for lewis's house, but he was still at chinatown for some leg stuff.so we stayed at causewaypoint and walk around. for 1 and a half hour. walked till damn tired then went to macs to sit down; after that we left for lewis's house.
took to chuo chu kang and then the lrt.
decided to take one big round cos we had so much time. it was like only 215, and lewis' be home at 3. the train track's quite cool, so many turns till it feels like we are on a roller coaster. lewis called us just when we reached. thank goodness we din take another round. haha. played piano and xbox[the 2 guys].
stayed like for 45 min and then when to somerset to meet mom and family. cos she wanted to shop. took 190 there. and its FAST! hahahahahha.
ate at ivins and went back home.
gosh, im tired.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

just came back from church. today was ok i guess. just that training's v tough.

a quiz i ripped from bc's blog cos im too bored. and i cant sleep. and there's nth else i can do and no one to call.

75 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked

Take this survey
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
hmm yellow. but considering 80% of my shirts are hoodies, i love all of them(:

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
cant remember who that person is, but most probably be my mom, so yes.

4.Do you plan outfits?
sometimes. depends on mood.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
err. weird. empty.

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my shirt.

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
?

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
no comment. but i think was the one i woke up crying cos i dreamt my brother only got 198 for psle.

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
nope.

10. What are you craving right now?
nth. i feel like vomitting.

11. Do you floss?
yea.

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
er. the colours green and white.

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
?

14. Are you emotional?
i dunno. but ive been told that i am.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
no.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
i cant remember.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick. ive got sensitive teeth.

18. Do you like your hair?
NO

19. Do you like yourself?
:D yes.

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
i think so.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
what's that?

22. What are you listening to right now?
nth.

23. How many countries have you visited?
4 or 5. i cant remember.

24. Are your parents strict?
quite.

25. Would you go sky diving?
NO. im scared of heights. i bet ill be screaming before i even jumped.

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
n0. i prefer obama. hahhaha. lols.

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
no. that's a complete waste of nice potatoes for me to eat.

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
hmm. no.

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
nope. but i want to be in one one day.

30. Do you rent movies often?
no.

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
er. yuchen.

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
when i was p5.

33. Do you own a gun?
no.

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
yea.

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
no one. i just came back from church.

36. Brown or white eggs?
dunno. but white seems cleaner.

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
no.

38. Ever been on a train?
yes.

39. Ever been in love?
NO COMMENTS :D

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
yes. and i love it.

41. Are you too forgiving?
dunno. not really.

42. Do you use chap stick?
?

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
dunno.

44. Can you use chop sticks?
yes.

45. Ever have cream puffs?
they are nice.

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no. whats that.

47. What was the last question you asked?
er. "can call you later?"

48. What was the last CD you bought?
cant remember.

49. Boys or girls?
duno.

50. What is your bus number for school?
?

51. Is your hair curly?
yea. and i dun like it.

52. Last time you cried?
er. no comments.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
yes.

54. Do looks matter?
sometimes.

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes.

57. Favorite time of the year?
my birthday.

58. Favorite color?
black, white. depends on my mood.

59. Are you sarcastic?
sometimes. depends on my mood.

60. Do you have any tattoos?
no, and i will never have one.

61. The last person you held hands with?
er. as in? cant remember. but... heeheehee:D

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no. i dun have a teevee in my room

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
?

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yes.

65. Do you like your life right now?
duuno.

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
a lot. about 2 or 3 times a day. or do you want me to count the hours? about 2+ hours per day.

67. What is your favorite animal?
dog.

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
my new shoes!

69. Do you have good vision?
do you call 800 degree good vision?

70. Can you hula hoop?
yea.

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
maybe. depends on what he or she cheated on.

72. Do you have a job?
nope

73. Can you handle the truth?
maybe. but most of the time the truth's hurting.

74. What are you wearing?
red shirt and pants.

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes. :D

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Friday, November 28, 2008

i just came back from swimming.
and sth happened. v scary.
ws was complaining that he was feeling uncomfortable during swimming.
jy told him to stop but he said no.
then after that mr loo told him to stop.
he came up, coughed, vomitted, and then went unconscious.
they called the ambulance but it din arrived till 15 min later which was damn slow.
argh. im afraid. ws dont really look good.

{/EDIT
:D weisheng woke up liao. just called jeremey, he said ws woke up liao but now still feel a little tired. i think its because he went for 2 camps this week and only sleep 16 hours in total. oh man. im so happy he's better now.
EDIT/}

haha. long time never post liao. din feel the need to.
haha; lol.
have been thinking a lot these few days.
is it worth it?
should i even care?
argh.
my head's full of unanswered question. someone tell me the answers pls.

ive got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud.
and it makes no sense at all.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

should i be worrying?

Friday, November 21, 2008

hello. got tagged by dylan to do this quiz. lol. :D

1. My friends are nice:D

2. I am listening to the sound of the fan.

3. Maybe I should learn to be less hot tempered and emotional.

4. I love.. GOD, family, friends, my piano, my phone, the computer, church. :)

5. My plan: to spend my holiday wisely.

6. I dont understand you.

7. I lost a lot of stuff.

8. People say i am weird.

9. I am missing CIOH, ENIVE, CHURCH.

10. Love means its unconditional. [or sth like that. lol]

11. Somewhere , someone is doing their quiet time. [ this made me extremely guilty cos i havent done mine. i promise ill do it by 12 :D ]

12. I am always searching for my handphone. cos i always seem to lose it.

13. Forever seems nice? or maybe fake.

14. I never want to have dropped my phone into the toliet bowl.

15. My mobile phone is nice:D

16. When I wake up in the morning wishing i could sleep somemore.

17. I get annoyed when people try to boss me around, lie, backstab, or try to act great when they arent.

18. Parties are nice.

19. Hugs or kisses ? hmm. dunno. depends on my mood.

20. Today i accompanied my brothers to their badminton competition and went for swimming after that.

21. Tomorrow i will have training followed by yf and then church.

22. I really want a lot of stuff.

23. I am bored.

24. What is your phone brand ? sony erricson

25. What are the last three digits of your phone number ? 061

26. What does the second message in your inbox say ? "U going yf tmr" -small marcus.

27. Who was the last person you rang ? zeke.

28. Who was the last missed call from ? jen.

29. What does the oldest messenge in your inbox says ? "hey guys we're meeting at one at campus impact to discuss cioh:) tell me if you can make it k?" -cherie

30. Who comes up after " J " ? Jeremy.

31. Go to your sent messages - what does the tenth message say ? i delete my sent msgs.

32. Who is your network provider ? singtel.

33. How many messages are there in your inbox ? 247

34. Who do you have on speed dial three ? my dad.

35. If you are on prepaid card , how much credits do you have ? i dont use prepaid. or, i cant afford to.

36. Who's the first person who comes up after "C" ? cassandra

37. What do you have as your main ring tone ? cai hong - jaychou

38. Pass this quiz to ten people.

dylan
jingyan
clara
jen
kel
zara
mitch
cherie
shanping
jianming

its late already. better sleep. must do qt first. got training tmrw *gasps*. im worried.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

hello. feeling randomn now.:D i miss CIOH.it seems like its just ytd. lol. so i shall post about it. cos ive got nothing else to post. spent the whole day accompanying my brothers for badminton competition. and joshua got back his PSLE results today. not very good; i would rather not talk about it.

-start of 16/11/2008-
CIOH was quite fun i guess.
though i was helping tim's group.
haha was supposed to be in charge of the game "big target" with zeke and small marc.- i think. dont think it standardised though.
it was a simple game but lots of ppl played.
we had toliet rolls and cups stuck onto the side of the table and then the player had to roll the ping pong balls into the toliet roll or cups.
halfway, zeke ran off to who-knows-where, {i think he went to ply the syn} and then suddenly small marc disappeared too.
i had to pick the balls, collect the coupons, count the shots, give out the presents.alone. but its okay lar i think. i could manage.
lol. then after that tim, marc and marc and leo's sis came over to help. then it became better.
haha. didnt really attend the lucky draw, was helping to pack up outside. btws, playing with ice water on a hot day underneath a HDB void deck is funfunfun. lols.
after lunch, which was {macs} the paster dav ordered, we went to zara's house. zoe and friends left half way to go to small marc's house leaving me and zara.
i played the piano at her house, then we talked for 1 hour remembering the funny times we had in the previous camps. [we missed you kelyn] then we watch some movie i dont know how to spell, till zeke came home. accompanied zara to buy dinner and off i went to expo for some crocs sale that my mom want to go to.
reached home at about 10 20? then bathed and did qt !haha:D
- end of sun 16/11/08-

Monday, November 17, 2008

changed my blogskin. im damn bored.
hahaha.
ytd cioh was quite nice, i guess.
haha though i was helping tim's groups. its nice(:
hahahaha
lol. im bored bored bored.

Friday, November 14, 2008

i am seriously feeling disturb.

hai..
just came back from swimming. feeling sian again.
sort of empty.
i was thinking.
maybe i was wrong from the start. maybe you arent what you are.
maybe i should have given up. what made you so different?

lol. back with more quizzes. couldnt be more bored. got from jen again :D

MOUTHOLOGY

Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. dun eat.

Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. carl's jr. haha.

Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. shang palace or golden phoenix. [but both super ex]

Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. im broke. so none.

Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
A. er... noodles? macs?

Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. hawaiian

Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A. nutella

TECHNOLOGY

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. er.. sunflowers?

Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A. 1

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. dunno, but i think is right. i write with my right hand, but do other stuff with my left.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Hair.

Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A. when i was 7 i think.

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. er.. cant remember.

Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. nope.

BULL[CRAP]OLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. nope. then ill start worrying about that day.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. nah. though amanda is a common name, so is my chinese name, [jiahui] ill never change cos i got used to it already. btw ive got 3 amandas, and 2 jiahuis in my class next year.

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. black, pink?

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. yes.

Q. Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. nah. pretend then got. during bm lessons.

Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A.nah. i dun think so.

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. for the money.

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A. nah. i treasure it too much.

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. hmm maybe. let me consider. but shud be yes.

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. no. ewww.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. yea. i love hot stuff. but make sure i have a bottle of milk beside me for after use.

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. no. that is disgusting.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A. dun have one.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: what's that.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: non. its some tile thing.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: stand.

Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: Sure .

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: 1. but i want a pair of havanas though.

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A:never had one.

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: dunno.

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8
A: ?

LASTOLOGY

Q: Last Friend you talked to?
A. clara.

Q: Last person who called you?
A. clara.

Q: Person you hugged?
A: mama.

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A: 7

Q: Season?
A: winter/ autumn

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A. Yes . i miss all my friends and church.

Q: Mood?
A: feeling weird.

Q: Listening to?
A:nothing. my fan.

Q: Watching?
A. Nothing

Q: Worrying about?
A. Homework. Maths test. History test. Chinese test (results)

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: er. cant remember but shud be the bathroom.

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: no comments :D ppl who know me shud noe.

Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A. the bee movie

Q: Do you smile often?
A: dunno.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: i think so. normally it depends on my mood.

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1. melissa
2. felicia
3. clara
4.jen
5. zara
6. kel
7. lewis
8. zeke.

NUMBER 8 [Zeke]

1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 8?
- err. since p6. that make it about 2 and half years?

2. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 8?
- no .

3. IS NUMBER 8 ONE OF YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS?
- dunno. but i think so.

4. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 8?
- NO.

5. NAME ONE FAVOURITE MEMORY WITH 8?
-cant remember. but shud have. the youth camps. :D

6. DO YOU TRUST 8?
- hmm. i think so.

7. WOULD YOU KEEP A SECRET FROM 8?
- maybe. depend os what it is.

8. WOULD YOU TAKE A ROAD TRIP WITH 8?
- dunno. depends on whose going.

9. IS 8 DATING ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8?
-i think he's single.

10. ARE YOU IN 8'S TOP 8?
- ?

NUMBER 7 [Lewis]

11. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED NUMBER 7?
- NO WAY.

12. NAME ONE INTERESTING THING ABOUT 7?
- HE HAS CURLY HAIR!

13. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 7?
- depends.

14. ONE THING 7 IS GOOD AT?
- I dunno..

15. ARE YOU OLDER OR YOUNGER THAN 7?
- younger :P

16. HAVE YOU EVER HUGGED 7?
- no.

NUMBER 6 [KEL]

22. HAS 6 DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL?
- i dont think so.

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH 6?
- nah. i dun think so.

24. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 6?
- no.

25. ARE YOU IN 6'S TOP 8?
- how would i noe?

26. EVER LAUGHED WITH 6?
- YES! hahahaa

27.WOULD 6 BE THERE FOR YOU?
- Yea. she's a great friend.

29. WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR 6?
-YES!

30. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT 6?
- she is nice, and trustable. [is there such a word?]

NUMBER 5 [Zara]

31. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW 5?
- i dunno.

33. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN NUMBER 5?
- 2 and a half years.

34. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE WITH 5?
- church. we do stuff we do in church.

35. HOW DID YOU MEET 5?
- church

38. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT 5?
- dunno?

38. ARE YOU ON 5's TOP 8?
- no idea...

39. What do you have in common with 5?
- er.. many stuffs :D

NUMBER 4[jen]

41. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW 4?
- on tue.

42. HAVE YOU EVER MADE OUT WITH 4?
- NO!

43. ARE YOU RELATED TO 4?
- nope.

44. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL WITH 4?
- yes.

45. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 4?
- since sec 1

46. ARE YOU ON 4'S TOP 8?
- yup! haha. i tink. [btw i have no idea what that means.]

47. WHAT'S YOUR BEST MEMORY WITH 4?
- er.. IDMI!

49. HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 4?
- we both dont like maths and....

50. DO YOU LOVE 4?
- yea. as a friend.

NUMBER 3 [clara]

51. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 3?
- since sec 1 :D

52. WHEN DID YOU LAST SEE 3?
-er.. on tue?

53. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 3?
- no.

54. HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 3?
- hmm. we both play the piano? and like [raise your voice]?

55. ARE THEY FUNNY?
- who?

56. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL WITH 3?
- yup. she's a great classmate.

57. ARE YOU ON 3'S TOP 8?
- i dunno..

58. WHATS THE LAST THING YOU DID WITH #3?
- er... EXPERIENCE 08!

59. WHAT IS SOMETHING 3 IS GOOD AT?
- giving me THE FACE!

60. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 3?
- she's a good friend (:

NUMBER 2[felicia]

61. HOW DID YOU MEET THIS PERSON?
- 1Enive07 :D

64. WOULD YOU EVER GO OUT WITH #2?
- out as in friends.

65. DO YOU LOVE #2?
- yea. as a friend.

66. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH 2?
- hmm. i cant think of. but i think so.

67. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WITH 2?
- hmm. dunno. haha.

68. DO YOU LIKE THIS PERSON MORE THAN A FRIEND?
- NO.

70. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT #2?
- hmm. her hair and her personality.

NUMBER 1 [MELI]

73. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED NUMBER 1?
- NO. she has her subject.

75. DO YOU LOOK UP TO THEM?
- them?

76. HAVE YOU EVER FOUGHT WITH 1?
- yea. hahaha. but nothing serious.

78. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 1?
- yeah. unless its super unreasonable.

79. DO YOU LOVE 1?
- YES! haha as a fren.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 1?
- she's a great friend.

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Your Boy Side:
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] Its hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys in a team.
[ ] Shopping is a torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a X-Box.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time, you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You owned a DS, PSP, PS or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.(when i was young. very young)
[x] You watch sports on tv.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to/do collect football cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun. (no.)
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.(sometimes.]
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once.(does the itty bitty net for prawns count? guess not bah o.0)

Total = 15

Your Girl Side:
[x] You *need*/love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the colour pink.
[x] You go to your mum for advice.(sometimes?)
[ ] You like cheerleading.
[ ] You hate wearing the colour black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting pedicures and or manicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.(sometimes.]
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping are one of your favourite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were gymnastics/dance.
[x] It takes you around an hour or more to shower, get dressed up and make-up.(i dont wear make up.)
[x] You smile alot more than you should.(when im happy.)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about how you look like.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume. (hmm. does deoderant count?)
[ ] You like wearing high heels ( nah. i cant run in them.)
[x] You used to play with dolls as a little kid.
[x] You like putting make-up upon others.
[ ] You sometimes like being the star of everything.
[x] Pink is one of your favourite colours.

Total: 15.

heehee. im balanced! lol.

hahahaha. im just too bored.
lol
I CANT WAIT FOR CIOH!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

1. What colour is your phone?
Black

2. Who is the first person who comes under the letter M?
Marcus

3. Who’s the last person you called?
Mummy.

4. Who was your last missed call from?
some unknown overseas number. +8613798864601

5.Who’s the 2nd person who missed call you?
Elizabeth, from church.

6. Who’s speed dial 2?
mummy.

7. Who’s the 3rd person who comes under J?
Jiahao.

8. Who was your last received call?
trina!

9. Who’s speed dial no. 4?
melissa(:

10. What is your wallpaper?
a cello.

11. How many text messages do you receive?
so far, 120, cos i just changed my phone.

12. Who’s speed dial no. 8?
no one.

13. What does the 5th message of your inbox say?
1215. -person needed?

14. Who’s the first person who comes under B?
ben.

15. Who was your last text message (from)?
cherie.

16. Name every person you have text messages from
clara,dylan, elysa, jingyan, leong jen, lewis, marcus, melissa, miss lim, mummy, rene, cherie, zara, zeke, zoe.

17. Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts
No

18. Who’s the 3rd person under U?
no one.

19. What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?
oh no.. i forgot today i'm meeting ps david so cant meet ): sorry i'll think about the whiteboard

20. Who is the first name on your phonebook
myself.

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Dont read the questions until you’ve named 20 people.At the end of the quiz, choose 5 people to do this.

1. melissa
2. felicia
3. clara
4. jen
5. rene
6. shuqi
7. amanda cheah
8. cherie
9. venus
10. elysa
11. marcus
12. lewis
13. tim
14. zeke
15. vicky
16. mich
17. leonard
18. kelyn
19. zara
20. zoe

1. How did you meet 14 [zeke]?
church.

2. What would you do if you never met no. 1 [melissa]?
ill start crying :(

3. What if 9 [venus] and 20 [zoe]
they already know each other.

4. Will 16 [mich] and 17 [leonard] date?
:D

5. Describe 7 [amanda cheah]
mrs raikkonen cullen.

6. What would you do if 18
and?

7. Who is 9 [venus] going out with?
dunno.

8. when was the last time you talked to 13 [tim]?
on tue. during prayer meeting.

9. who’s no. 2’s [feli] favourite band/singer?
felicia. but i noe she loves CO

10. would you ever date 4 [jen]?
im not les. and i believe she's not too (:

11. would you ever date 1 [meli]?
no. she loves her MATH SUBJECT

12. is 19 [zara] single?
yea... shud be lar.

13. Would you ever be in a relationship with 11 [marcus]?
noooooooo.

14. School of 3 [clara]?
DHS!

15. where does 6 [shuqi] live?
not sure. but in the east.

16. what is your favourite thing of 5 [rene]?
fuuny. crappy :D

17. Have you ever seen 10 [elysa] naked?
NO

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i feel weird. i feel empty. i feel sad. i feel like crying.

ripped this quiz from jen. haha. sry:P
haha. same reason as her for doing this quiz. im am sad all of a sudden.
lol, my mood swings a lot.

APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. ( about 162cm.)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (PINK!)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. [ i tink i was less then 4 or 5 years old then. lol]
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something [with super glue somemore.]
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. [dont you xiang wai]
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler. (what the hell is a cuddler?!)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. [ does nick vujicic count? haha]
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying

bah. same as jen. i still feel sad. now.. let do some more quizes. lol.
more from jen :D

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[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
• my mama and rene.

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
• huh. dont get you.

[THREE] What's your middle name?
• huh?

[FOUR] Your current relationship?
• single!

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
• huh? dont think so.

[SIX] What is your current mood?
• sad and happy at the same time. i wonder how that happened.

[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
• chan yoke yue. haha. i love her! <3

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
• red!

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
• i cant remember who i last kissed. shud be my mom. so YES.

[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
• yes. i certainly will.

[ELEVEN] Do u have a crazy side?
• very crazy.

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
• hmm. dun think so. but almost got knocked down once.

[THIRTEEN] What is something you do most?
• talk on the phone! and sms.

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
• yes.

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
• yes (: teehee.

[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
• depends on my mood :P

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
• ytd i tink. nowadays i cry a lot in my sleep. does that mean i have depression or sth?

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
• those i love.

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
• GOD! <3

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
• character & looks , and how they treat me.

[TWENTY-ONE] What is your dream?
• er.. love God, have my parents support me in whatever i do. and have the career that i want. and i want to be a missionary! before i start working or sth. :D

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest secret?
• nah. not telling. if not why call SECRET?

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
• huh. dun have one.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/her back?!
• i said i dun have one.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
• yes. when im bored. im still a child at heart. lol.

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
• nope.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages other than english?
• yes.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] What are you thinking about right now?
• im not telling you.

[TWENTY-NINE] What should you be doing right now?
• erm. i dunno bathing?

[THIRTY] What is your favorite memory?
• not sharing.

[THIRTY-ONE] What are you listening to?
• the teevee.

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
• er.. cant remember.

[THIRTY-THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
• maybe not sure. depends on my mood.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
• brown.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person to make you smile?
•heehee. cant remember.

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1. Who owns your heart?
♥ GOD!

2. How did you wake up this morning?
♥ my mom came running into my room at 8+ screaming to me that she wanted me to check me streaming results.

3. Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
♥ both. depends on whether you are a night person or a night person. but having both will be nice.

4. Are you wearing any accessories?
♥ necklance and bracelet. i just came back from CI.

5. What did you do last night?
♥ went to church.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
♥ venus!

7. Would you hug that person, again?
♥ yup!

8. Did you remember your dream last night?
♥ dunno.just sth that is not v nice. cant remember though.

9. Have you ever been on the radio?
♥ no.

10. What did you drink today?
♥ soy milk, peach tea, and barley

11. Do you like honey?
♥ yes.(:

12. Do you know the date today?
♥ 12th nov [streaming results came out today]

13. Did you sing today?
♥ i tink so.

14. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
♥ ?

15. What color are your eyes?
♥ brownish black.

16. What's the last thing someone said to you?
♥ GO AND BATH NOW!

17. What does your last text say?
♥ lasy to check.

18. How's school?
♥ no school today..

19. What are you looking forward?
♥ CIOH!

20. What is the total call time on your phone?
♥ i dun bother to check.

21. What cellphone network do you use?
♥ Singtel.

22. Do you smoke cigarettes?
♥ yuck. no.

23. When was the last time you cursed?
♥ cant remember. but i dun curse.

24. What is the last item you gave away?
♥ cant remember. choc to lewis i tink. cosi was claiming choc will take his pain from his knee away.

25. Do you own a stereo that cost more than Php 5000?
♥ no.

26. What is that one thing you question right now?
♥ "not sharing.

27. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
♥ dunno.

28. Do you lead people on?
♥ no. i dun think so.

29. Have you ever hiked up a mountain?
♥ nope. too lazy.

30. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
♥ YES!

31. Are you married?
♥ nah.

32. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
♥ just now.

33. Are you the youngest of your siblings?
♥ oldest in fact.

34. Who are you talking to right now?
♥ no one

35. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
♥ cant remember.

36. Would you like to live in New York City?
♥ yea. for a while. but i still like my life here.

yay. im happy. got my first choice for streaming.

trip sci + hist. hahaha. i scared i fail next year):

and i just ran through the list of people in 3L. seems like there's only 1 guy?! unless i missed some people out.

hmm. today went campus impact and did preparations for CIOH, almoost done liao i tink.. ppl, do come down to support:D

haha. guess you fell asleep again/. and he's childish. very. exploded a few times at him and now he thinks im scary i think. lol. & i wish to change puorg. pls do not make me stay any more.

Monday, November 10, 2008

hah. i dunno wad to post.
damn bored.
just that i cant stand.....
yes.
not that you are that great anyway.

and ppl, if you are wondering y i arent posting a lot compared to a few months ago, it cos' ive learnt a lesson. a valuable one too.

addiction. thats y.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

hah. you wouldnt have to do it you noe.. if you din like it.
all you could do is to tell me. ill do. wth.

Monday, November 3, 2008

heyyy..
bored.
i feel wasted.wasted.
argh. im very very sick of everything.
and i knew you wont before i did.

1.The person who tagged you is?
Dylan

2.Your relationship with him/her?
exclassmate and fren.

3.Your 5 impressions of them.
v TALL. funny. sknny. nice. easy to talk to.

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
cant remember leh..

5.The most memorable thing they had said to u?
hmm cant remember too..haha

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
i dunno? haha. he wont be one lar.

8.If they become your enemy, you will?
doubt that will happen. but if he becomes my enemy, ill most probably stop talking or smsing him.

9. (Repeat Question)

10.What is it you want to tell her (its a him!) now?
i tagged on your blog.

11.Your overall impression of her (him!) is?
funny, crazy.

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
not very sure. haha. but im talk by lewis that he feels marcus' age around me. meaning he feels v mature.
lol.

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
not sure?

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
too much of a perfectionist.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
erm. hard to describe.maybe just nice, kind, caring, and do things that God will want me to do.

16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
erm.. thanks?

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. clara
2. jen
3. melissa
4. felicia
5. kelyn
6. zara
7. jingyan
8. lewis
9. zeke
10. dylan

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
[zara] she's single -i think-

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
[zeke] male

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[jingyan and dylan] no, they're both guys.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
[jen] not sure?

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
[melissa] last week i think.

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
[lewis] JAYCHOU!

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
[clara]nope!

25. Will you woo no. 3?
[meli] no! haha she loves the subject trigonometry.

26. How about 7?
[jingyan] NO!

27. Is no. 4 single?
[felicia] i think so.. unless you count______________

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
[kelyn] Tan.

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
[dylan] liverpool.. and...

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
{kelyn and zeke] i think so.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
[jen] dunman high.

32. Talk about something for no. 1
[clara] she is crappy and loves annoying me and giving me the face.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
[lewis] NO!

34. Where does no. 9 live?
[zeke] wait ar. i get from zara's sms.forget it.
but its somewhere in jurong east.

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
[feli] not sure. she never tell me before. all she tells me is that she likes drums.

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
[clara and kel] i dun think they noe each other.

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
[clara] been to her house.. and i say.. no. not that i can SEE.

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
[jingyan] No.

39.What is no. 10 doing now?
[dylan] haha. i dunno.

hello.
haha. very long never tag liao lor.
hahahah. im feeling dizzy.
not exactly in the best of moods. lol.
im sick of it all.

im sick of your glares.
i aint trying to do you harm.
nothing of that sort.

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