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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

ripped this quiz from jen. haha. sry:P
haha. same reason as her for doing this quiz. im am sad all of a sudden.
lol, my mood swings a lot.


APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. ( about 162cm.)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (PINK!)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. [ i tink i was less then 4 or 5 years old then. lol]
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something [with super glue somemore.]
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. [dont you xiang wai]
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler. (what the hell is a cuddler?!)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. [ does nick vujicic count? haha]
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying


bah. same as jen. i still feel sad. now.. let do some more quizes. lol.
more from jen :D


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[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
• my mama and rene.

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
• huh. dont get you.

[THREE] What's your middle name?
• huh?

[FOUR] Your current relationship?
• single!

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
• huh? dont think so.

[SIX] What is your current mood?
• sad and happy at the same time. i wonder how that happened.

[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
• chan yoke yue. haha. i love her! <3

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
• red!

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
• i cant remember who i last kissed. shud be my mom. so YES.

[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
• yes. i certainly will.

[ELEVEN] Do u have a crazy side?
• very crazy.

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
• hmm. dun think so. but almost got knocked down once.

[THIRTEEN] What is something you do most?
• talk on the phone! and sms.

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
• yes.

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
• yes (: teehee.

[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
• depends on my mood :P

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
• ytd i tink. nowadays i cry a lot in my sleep. does that mean i have depression or sth?

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
• those i love.

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
• GOD! <3

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
• character & looks , and how they treat me.

[TWENTY-ONE] What is your dream?
• er.. love God, have my parents support me in whatever i do. and have the career that i want. and i want to be a missionary! before i start working or sth. :D

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest secret?
• nah. not telling. if not why call SECRET?

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
• huh. dun have one.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/her back?!
• i said i dun have one.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
• yes. when im bored. im still a child at heart. lol.

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
• nope.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages other than english?
• yes.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] What are you thinking about right now?
• im not telling you.

[TWENTY-NINE] What should you be doing right now?
• erm. i dunno bathing?

[THIRTY] What is your favorite memory?
• not sharing.

[THIRTY-ONE] What are you listening to?
• the teevee.

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
• er.. cant remember.

[THIRTY-THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
• maybe not sure. depends on my mood.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
• brown.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person to make you smile?
•heehee. cant remember.

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1. Who owns your heart?
♥ GOD!

2. How did you wake up this morning?
♥ my mom came running into my room at 8+ screaming to me that she wanted me to check me streaming results.

3. Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
♥ both. depends on whether you are a night person or a night person. but having both will be nice.

4. Are you wearing any accessories?
♥ necklance and bracelet. i just came back from CI.

5. What did you do last night?
♥ went to church.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
♥ venus!

7. Would you hug that person, again?
♥ yup!

8. Did you remember your dream last night?
♥ dunno.just sth that is not v nice. cant remember though.

9. Have you ever been on the radio?
♥ no.

10. What did you drink today?
♥ soy milk, peach tea, and barley

11. Do you like honey?
♥ yes.(:

12. Do you know the date today?
♥ 12th nov [streaming results came out today]

13. Did you sing today?
♥ i tink so.

14. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
♥ ?

15. What color are your eyes?
♥ brownish black.

16. What's the last thing someone said to you?
♥ GO AND BATH NOW!

17. What does your last text say?
♥ lasy to check.

18. How's school?
♥ no school today..

19. What are you looking forward?
♥ CIOH!

20. What is the total call time on your phone?
♥ i dun bother to check.

21. What cellphone network do you use?
♥ Singtel.

22. Do you smoke cigarettes?
♥ yuck. no.

23. When was the last time you cursed?
♥ cant remember. but i dun curse.

24. What is the last item you gave away?
♥ cant remember. choc to lewis i tink. cosi was claiming choc will take his pain from his knee away.

25. Do you own a stereo that cost more than Php 5000?
♥ no.

26. What is that one thing you question right now?
♥ "not sharing.

27. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
♥ dunno.

28. Do you lead people on?
♥ no. i dun think so.

29. Have you ever hiked up a mountain?
♥ nope. too lazy.

30. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
♥ YES!

31. Are you married?
♥ nah.

32. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
♥ just now.

33. Are you the youngest of your siblings?
♥ oldest in fact.

34. Who are you talking to right now?
♥ no one

35. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
♥ cant remember.

36. Would you like to live in New York City?
♥ yea. for a while. but i still like my life here.