barely breathing.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

tonight.

hellos:D
i dint fail after all. but then, its 15.5.
hmm. im looking forward to the weekend.
:D church. training. movie(?) escape theme park (?)
i cant sleep after that scary embalming video which is not censored at all.
argh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINGYU AND NATASHA!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Empty.

hello.
i dont feel like blogging now a days.
i dont find the need to cos' ive nth to post about.

"Tonight" by FM STATIC
I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Thursday, February 19, 2009

failed.

gosh. i cant believe im actually letting myself be sooo miserable about a stoopid maths CT 1.
~~cos deep down inside, i know if i dont pass this test, i wont pass the others too.~~
someone help me;
gahhh. there's still LA compre test tmr. and i already failed one.

im feel like such a failure.

sleepy head.

i bet i flunked it.
wait, edit/ im very sure i flunked it.
so its gonna go back to the same thing, no yf, no outings.
unless i manage to pass this one, and get at least an a for overall.
god, help me. i dont want to fail, AGAIN.

i couldnt sleep. ended up crying cos of dunno what reason.
i really dun want to fail. pls.
i am sadsadsadddd.

Monday, February 16, 2009

hello:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA:D
though its 3 mins late. heehee. you're older then me liao(:
have a fabulous fifteen then(:
cheers~

thanks, really.it helped.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

hello. i decided to change my skin again.
cos im bored, tired and sad.
but dont ask me the reason why im sad.
i wont tell you:D

Saturday, February 14, 2009

its fourteen of february.
happy valentines day.
enjoy the last 13 mins of it~

Friday, February 13, 2009

hello:D

haha. its soo latee now, a little freaky staying up alone.

but then at least i finished my cards(: yay.
hahahaha.
there's a history test today, nope. i dint study:D
lols. im bored. i cant sleep. im having stomachache.
today's friendship day, Valentine's day.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

hello:D thanks marcus!!! for helping me with the mad scientist role. was searching like crazy.. :D
heehee. thanks tim too, for being backup(:
im bored and tired. and feeling weird.
maybe..

you arent lying after all.

ps, my nose's weird. i keep smelling the smells i smelt in the chem lab.):
sulphur+chlorine+carbondioxie+ammonia= choking.

im desperate already. i need a guy for idmi. i need help from a guy to help us film the mad scientist part. i need a guy who i can work with cos' im the person you're suppose to kill.
someone help me. maybe that's one of the reason why having only one guy in your class arent good, cos there arent guys to play the guy parts. pttff.

Monday, February 9, 2009

hellllo:D haha, im tired.....): ive still got tuition later, but then, i havent finished the hw. cos, lets see, cos im lazy and tired and busy. sian. 4 more days till the weekend.
): 4 more 4more 4 more 4 more.
i cant wait.

ive got 7/10 for maths quizzzzzzz! argh. i hope my mom let me go yf now, but then, chances are lowww.

i like dragging my words:D

Friday, February 6, 2009

hello:D
just came back from swimming.
hah aug im taller then you lor. ill grow taller:D
haha, nah la, i doubt i ever gow taller one, at most 2-3 cm.
wheee. im going amanda cheach's house tmr!
yay:D
hahahahahahhaha
hope, hope, hope, i ll be able to make it for yf.
but then, my mom):
so let see what tmr then.

something's wrong, i know it.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Wheee:D ive got my own laptop:D
it isnt that great, but then, at least its better then nothing(:
2 more days till the weekend. i cant wait.

school's getting beter; its fun-ner now. amanda chia and cheah's funny. and im starting to like maths more:D goooody. there's chem practical tmr. lets hope it'll go fine, cos afterall....

heard from elaine/jialing that dunman high's got the most no of suicide cases cos we were talking about the indian man that dropped off the building. scary.
maybe its because we are way toooo stressed):

hmm. i think i screwed chinese test. the chengyu though i noe how to do, but my answers a little weird, plus there's a few words i dunno how to write.

hrphm. sometimes how i wished everyday would be a holiday;(

last match against anglican tmr. *sighs*
hope yingshenglaoshi's doing well in brisbane.hmm.

i still cant believe it.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

非你莫屬
作詞：陳信延　作曲：Tank

懂得讓我微笑的人　再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門　明天的美夢你完成

整個宇宙　浩瀚無邊的盡頭　每顆渺小星球　全都繞著你走

愛我　非你莫屬　我只願　守護　由你給我的幸福　
愛我　非你莫屬　也許會　笑著哭　但那人是你所以　不怕苦

懂得讓我流淚的人　給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕　你同時點亮了星辰

看　那麼多相遇　偏偏只和你　天造地設般產生奇蹟
哦　我心的縫隙　我想除了你　任誰也無法填補這空虛

但那人是你所以　不怕苦

Monday, February 2, 2009

farewells, ill miss you ying sheng lao shi. ):

God bless.

visitation was okay i guess.
school hw's piling up. gosh. i just finished my jiabao, argh.
i found out sth that i probably shouldnt have found out.