hello. its been a long long while.
anways, life suck now a days. really.
In school. i feel so stressed. there are a never ending strand of exams. that just keep crashing down over me .and no matter how hard i study, ill never get the results i want. NEVER. every time i try, its like ill never acheive the results i want. its like a heavy baggage ill never be able to get rid of. i really really used to like going to school. but now, school's like a burden. sometimes i dont even get what the teachers are saying. am i that stupid? why am flunking? i never used to get below 80.
now? i cant even say i reached 60. school. school. school.
At home. i get scolded for eveything. i try my best to do all the chores before you're home. so you wont need to scold me. but i always get scolded. no matter what. ill always get scolded.
at church. i feel weird.
and hey, dont ask me anything. just let me rant.
it isnt very nice to keep probbing people when they're upset.