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Hi. my name is chengjiahuiamanda. and i like shitty colours and basketballs. and the piano.im a christian. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions.
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
sad goodbyes.

hello:D just had a nice chat with cherie.
and i realised she's right.
staying in the past cant be of much help.
and i realise, sometimes living in the past hurts so much.
cos you know it wont ever be the same again.

like what cherie said,
" let it go so that God can put new hopes into your hands
there are so many more people Amanda can help..
by letting some of what you desire most, is like putting on a pair of spectacles
everything comes into a sharper focus and green blobs of landscapes will suddenly become the wonderful creation of the flora and fauna which God has created."

hey cherie dont worry. ill bid the past goodbye. i wont forget it, but ill focus on the present.
but its gonna be hard.