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Hi. my name is chengjiahuiamanda. and i like shitty colours and basketballs. and the piano.im a christian. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions.
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

hello:D
maths test was nice:D best maths test in this year, though i had some careless i think):
i think i screwed up viva): i had very little things to talk about that equation):

i was at dhs mail when i came across Xu ZiJia's letter. its quite touching


生命的感动
2008年8月20日,是我生命中一个极不寻常的日子。我去国大医院预约专家门诊做检查,检查的结果让我和我的家人震惊。往日平静的生活被改变了,突如其来的打击使我和我的家人陷入了悲痛之中。看着妈妈伤心地流泪,我只能强忍住泪水来安慰她:我会坚强,我会好起来的!
随着一系列的检查和治疗,疾病带来的痛苦与日俱增。治疗产生的副作用让我难受、呕吐,没胃口,全身无力。更可怕的是口腔溃疡,无法吞咽各种食物。体质变得越来越差,伤口的疼痛也折磨得我苦不堪言。每一天都仿佛是在黑暗里行走,漫长而无助。当我无奈地躺在病床上时,脑海里就会浮想联翩:想以前平常的读书生活,现在看来是多么的幸福和快乐!上课,打球,下棋,与同学学习讨论......。如今,却变成了一种奢侈!往日的生活历历在目,回忆成了我些许的快乐和安慰,而今却一下子掉进了深渊!无助而孤独,恐惧且不安。病魔无情,人间有爱。是老师关心和探望,是同学们的一句句真诚问候与支持,给了我信心和勇气,让我渐渐改变了心情,变得乐观,勇于正视现实,不再逃避,以积极的心态去面对一切挑战!
我是不幸的,同时又是幸运的。在治疗的过程当中,得到了来自社会、学校的很多关怀:老师和同学们积极踊跃地为我捐款,切实解决了我的后顾之忧;CCF的社工为我提供了大量的励志书籍和有关治疗的知识,为我今后的身体保健、饮食习惯的改变提供了依据;MAKE WISHING协会还专门举办了终身难忘的生日派对;老师和同学们常常抽出宝贵的时间来看我,给我带来学校新的资讯的同时,还给我带来了快乐;有的家长还亲自上门送来营养品;老师们更是牺牲休息时间抓紧给我补课;特别是我的班主任Mr.Gi对我的关心和帮助更是无微不至,甚至为方便我去学校,实现我重回学校学习的梦想,让出自己的家,提供给我们住,每天早上来接我上学;现在校长为更加方便我上下学,让我住进学校宿舍......。所有这些让我感受到了人间温暖,在精神上给了我极大的鼓舞和勇气。滴水之恩,当涌泉相报。这些深情厚意已变成一股暖流在身体里涌动,时刻激励着我勇往直前,不畏困难,以微笑来面对明天,我为我是德明一分子而感到自豪。我会努力去上课、补课,把落下的功课尽快补回来,在未来的A水准考试中,尽自己最大努力考出好成绩,以报答关心我支持我的人们,以“诚信勇忠”为宗旨,报答母校——我最挚爱的德明政府中学!真诚地谢谢您,我的老师,我的同学!


I felt really sad when i heard about him. i could understand how much he has suffered. because two years ago, my mom also had cancer. cancer's a scary thing
Just wanted to say that we alll really really hope to see you get better; and jiayous and stay strong.